There's Always Something To Learn.... (",)

Just wanna share something here, there was a thick snow yesterday, so after we fetched Fatini from Kindergaten, we didn't go straight home, we spent almost half an hour playing with the snow instead.

Fatini was the first to finish, so she requested to get inside.

Aleena refused and asked for a lil more time, and at this 'extra time' she'd requested, I just stood there watching her, freezing, shivering.... brrrrrrrrr...

Eventually, I forced her to get inside, so she threw a tantrum for not wanting to get inside.. 

What!!!

It was almost an hour, and I made a few snow balls and a tiny snow man and already I was freezing and she was all;

"Tak sejuk pun..."

"Tak lama pun main, baru kejap je.."

huhuhu...

Haaaaa nampak, sempat buat macam2 gaya, pastu cakap tak sejuk?!

Ok, ok, so today, on the way home from kindergarten, I tried my best to divert her attention from the snow in front of our house, but to no avail...

And, I didn't let her play with the snow, as I had runny nose but the real reason was, I knew it won't be  a short while!! I knew she wouldn't want to stop!
 mmmmm kijam ke?

So ape lagi, ngamuk laaaaa... mmmmm...

kesian la pulak..

And today evening about 2pm, Fatini was standing by the window and suddenly she said out loud, 

"Mama tangok!! Comel la budak tu main tarik2 camtu!!"

I looked out the window and saw a mom and her child playing on the thick snow...

mmmmmm cute (dalam hati la..)

But nothing hit me just yet....

Until about 4.45pm, when it was bout getting dark outside, I went to the window again to pull down the blinds, and.....

Oh my God, they were still there!!!

Both of them, and they both look so..... happy!!

Then it hit me, oh.... I'm a terrible mother...

She could spend hours with her child, but me???

1 jam pun dah bising huhu...

I adore German moms, they're so committed! 

And I've learned a lot from them!

So with new determination, I promised myself that tomorrow I'll put water proof clothes on Aleena, and let her play for as long as she wants on the snow.. 

I'll prepare lunch early in the morning so Afeef and Fatini will have something to eat for lunch when they got home, and I'll bring a book with me so I can read while waiting for her to finish playing with the snow..

Yes, I'll do that!

Errrrr... Tetibe bukak tingkap tengok snow dah cair hehehe...

(",)