It's been a while since my last update..
Autumn has started, leaves are scattered everywhere, i call this a messy season yet extremely beautiful :)
I'm currently in a difficult situation, where i feel trapped, helpless, and there's no way out.. Some may say i'm over reacting over a silly thing, but why shouldn't i be when this requires mental and physical strength to go through it...
These past few days, I've come to realize that most people are only willing to help but not sacrifice.. Then again, why should they sacrifice?
And me? Always have to take the trouble for others without giving priorities to my own self, my own needs, my own capabilities, and strength... Others can simply run away when they think they are not capable, but I don't have that option... Wait, wait, maybe I do have that option, but there'll be hearts that hurt and when that happens, it is no longer an option for me... Coz I can't stand to see people hurts because of me, because of my unwillingness to sacrifice...
So here goes, may God give
Autumn has started, leaves are scattered everywhere, i call this a messy season yet extremely beautiful :)
I'm currently in a difficult situation, where i feel trapped, helpless, and there's no way out.. Some may say i'm over reacting over a silly thing, but why shouldn't i be when this requires mental and physical strength to go through it...
These past few days, I've come to realize that most people are only willing to help but not sacrifice.. Then again, why should they sacrifice?
And me? Always have to take the trouble for others without giving priorities to my own self, my own needs, my own capabilities, and strength... Others can simply run away when they think they are not capable, but I don't have that option... Wait, wait, maybe I do have that option, but there'll be hearts that hurt and when that happens, it is no longer an option for me... Coz I can't stand to see people hurts because of me, because of my unwillingness to sacrifice...
So here goes, may God give
Me and hubby the courage and strength to go through this...
Autumn cheer, by Fatini and Afeef (Afeef is the photographer)
Hip hip hooray!!
:)
