Ketika Cinta Bertasbih.. lovely song :)

Bila dah tak de ape2 citer nak update, ini je lah update dari ku hehehehehehe!!!!

Requested by hubby.... (",)

Dun know why, lately is Indonesian songs mode, and jugak lagu2 yg dah basi tapi segar di ingatan and sedap di dengar, wait for my coming soon lagu2 basi hehe..

And, I think I should share a lil bit on how to play piano by ears.. a few people asked me how to play piano without taking music class, the answer is simple..

You must 1st have a passion for playing Piano... 

Once u have a passion, Then it'll be easier for u to play by ears.. 

mmmmm... how to have a passion? 

It's in you.. discover it!!

Enjoy!

My dear hubby, hope u enjoy this, specially for u... (wlupun half je hehehe)..

What can we do......

Don't watch this video if u can't stand to watch cruelty to animals..

This video reveals cruelty at New York's largest dairy farm, I myself couldn't stand to watch it, I only watched the intro and already felt sick to my stomach :(

What we should know is that, a cow needs to give birth first in order for it to start lactating, and continuous milking usually twice a day ensures the production of milk never stops.

So what happens when the demand for milk is too high all over the world??

They kill the calf as soon as it is born, and they kill it cruelly.. 

Sob sob sob sob... I can't bear this thoughts...

How could they be so mean????

There's nothing we can do about it... 

Now I understand why some people chose to be a vegetarian..

Believe it or not, I've reduced my milk consumption since I've discovered this issue...

So what is the least we can do???

All mothers, please breastfeed your child..

Please please please try your best to breastfeed your child, don't simply depend on cow's milk...

Remember, a calf is killed cruelly so the milk could be given to your baby while your own milk which is the best for your baby is spared....

Happy 8th Birthday My Afeef...

mmmmmmmmmm.... 

As usual, been missing for a while now... (",)

I'm back again, so much stories to tell, so little time..

Whatever it is, these past 3 weeks had been one of the most memorable ones in Deutschland, I'm truly thankful for everything that happened, I truly feel blessed, loved and haaaaaiiiiiihhhhh... indescribable (",)

Ok, let me just share a few interesting stories..

Let's begin with, Afeef's 8th Birthday...

Not much to tell, only that this time around, we didn't really celebrate, but we had more important people around to make the day more meaningful.. 

Well, my mother and my sister were here.. isn't that really something, I've had never before imagined to have them here with us in Deutschland... but, things happened unexpectedly, with God's will of course.. and I'm really really thankful!!

Ok, so back to Birthday story, I only baked these little cupcakes for him and his friends, they had a small celebration in school..

What I wanna share here is that, how special Afeef is...

He never gives me a hard time.. 

Since he was born, everything bout him was easy, and since little he's always been an obedient boy...

There were times when I've lost control of myself in dealing with stubborn Fatini, Afeef would always come to me and calmed me down.. he would take Fatini's hand and comfort her...

Oh my, sometimes I feel ashamed with myself, because he's more patience than me... 

I've learned a lot from this little boy..

I've been wondering, what makes every child so different from one another??

Why is Afeef obedient, and Fatini's soooo stubborn?

Why is Afeef so calm and easy to deal with whereas Fatini is totally the opposite???

Is it genetics??? Or the way we raised them??

But we've raised them both the same way..

So why why, why are they so different..??

Well.... 

I can't think of any better answer, it's just how I was when I was pregnant...

How much I've recited the Quran particularly Surah Yasin when I was pregnant with Afeef, how calm  and happy I was when I carried him in my womb, how ready I was to have him.. 

And with Fatini, things were different, I wasn't ready to have her, I was in so much stress to finish my Bachelor degree and I had a hard time dealing with my final year project's supervisor.. in short, I wasn't happy and most importantly, I've hardly spent my time reciting the Quran!! 

So, to everyone, never ever let a day goes by without reciting the Quran, at least one surah or one ayat..

And for pregnant mommies, you have to spend more times reciting the Quran...

No matter how busy, try your best, you have no idea just how huge the effects of reciting the Words of God on a developing fetus, especially when the mother herself recites it :)

See, he looks like a big and protective brother for his two little and notty sisters hehe..

And Fatini loves him so much...

Actually everyone loves Afeef (",)

Hmmmmmmmmm.... time does fly fast...

Can't believe he's 8 years old already...

Oh Allah, help us, and guide us in raising our children in the best way possible,..

My Afeef, may you grow up to be 'anak soleh' fiddunya wal akhirah... (",)

Ok, sedikit selingan hehehe...

Lama dah tak main piano, so here's a new one from me (",)

Sape yg suka Ungu tu, suka la ni heheheh!!!

Enjoy!!

Beautiful Sunny Days.... (",)

Finally, she smiles...

She really really smiles!!!

I bet some of you are probably wondering, 

"What is going on?? Who is she???.."

Well, it's a long story... 

I'm not gonna write it all, but all I can say is that, these past weeks had been indescribable...

There were hard and bitter moments, and there were sweet moments too..

And most importantly, how things had worked itself out for me and my family miraculously..

So, all I wanna say from this valuable experience and lesson I've just learned,

No matter what happens in life, never ever give up hope, never ever give up trying, and never ever stop having faith in God's plan, and never ever stop believing that He will give nothing but the best for us.. 

He will give us nothing but the BEST!!!

"I'ts been rainy for days and days, thunderstorm hits violently, I asked God, make the rain stops, take the thunderstorm away... 

I asked and asked, but the rain never stops, it got worse instead, when I was about to give up hope, suddenly everything stops, the rain, the storm..

Then I realized why God gave me all those rainy days, it's because He wants me to have a sunny days and a rainbow too :)

It's soooooo beautiful....

So so so beautiful...

Thank you Allah!!

At first, I was worried bout her tantrum, and how to handle her, and I was worried bout myself, what if I got too tired and break down, so many things was inside my head, so much worries...... 

But now...

I don't care bout her tantrum anymore, I don't care if I break down, I don't care bout me not getting enough sleep or how tired I was for these past two days...

I just can't stand to look in this two year old eyes and feel her pain while she searched endlessly for her missing mommy...

Oh Allah, reduce her pain and let her smile again..