At first, I was worried bout her tantrum, and how to handle her, and I was worried bout myself, what if I got too tired and break down, so many things was inside my head, so much worries...... 

But now...

I don't care bout her tantrum anymore, I don't care if I break down, I don't care bout me not getting enough sleep or how tired I was for these past two days...

I just can't stand to look in this two year old eyes and feel her pain while she searched endlessly for her missing mommy...

Oh Allah, reduce her pain and let her smile again..