Assalamualaikum wbt...
It's been more than a month since the day we left DE for good...
But, I'm still not 100% over it...
I don't wanna cling so strongly to those memories, but...
They keep haunting me!
Every single thing I do, remind me of something related to our life in DE!
Haaaaaiiihhhh....
Yeah, never mind, Time will heal... I'm grateful to have my family with me even if I can't have my life in DE again... There are lots of other good things here anyway, and I just have to open my eyes and be thankful for what I have, for instance, I have a new job now...
I'm a driver!
Errrrrrrrr.... actually, I have always been a driver, only in DE I've done the job without a car.. mmmmm... whatever..
So, this time, I really am a driver, I picked them both up everyday from school!
First Fatini, then Afeef with Aleena as my co driver hehe...
So, this is Afeef infront of his new school:
This was the day when he had Maulidul Rasul celebration...
Wow! Handsome tak??
He called it, baju Malaysia.. Baju Melayu la Afeef! hehe...
I kinda enjoy my new routine now, sometimes I took the kids to Ice cream store after school, there's Secret Recipe nearby too, and a Satay house, hey, Pekan Pahang isn't so bad after all!! ;)
Still, there isn't a day that gone by without me thinking of our life in Germany.. **sigh***
It's ok, life isn't always a bed of roses, this worldly life is nothing but just pastime and game...
Life's Like That...
I guess, I'm finally ready for a new beginning...
But, life in Deutschland will remain as the most beautiful memories I've ever had in my 34 years of Life..
And I know, after this, every year in Mac, I'll think of Spring, every June, I'll think of Summer, every September I'll think of Autumn and every December, I'll think of Winter :)
My only wish is to have the chance to experience those seasons again, no where else but in Kaiserslautern Germany..... insyaAllah :)
Ok, lastly, this is suppossed to be an entry about Fatini's Birthday on the 30th January which was last Thursday. But, I've been busy that I hadn't had the time to update.
And, there's not much to say except that, she's the happiest person nowadays, who enjoyed life in Malaysia very much!
She has best friends already and I'm so happy for you Fatini Az-Zahra, you are 6 years old now, a big girl!
My doa is always with you, may Allah SWT guide you through always2...
:)
This year's Birthday was far more meaningful and memorable, celebrated with Tok, aunties, uncles, cousins, and best of all, with her favorite Aunty!
Happy 6th Birthday Fatini...
You complete us..
(",)
Till later, Salam..
5 comments:
fuhh fatini potong kek pakai tudung.. cayalah.. hihih
Saya memahami perasaan anda..
Anda seorang wanita yg hebat.. Walau dimana anda berada, anda tetap hebat..!
All the best :)
Pakai tudung manjang siti hajar hehe.. Pegi taman depan rumah pun nak pakai tudung :D harap2 smpai besar pun camtu ler ;)
Liza: danke schöne! I tak la sehebat mana, cuma belajar utk kuat, cuba utk kuat, and automaticaly semua ibu2 akan jadi kuat utk anak2 depa. And of coz, kena positiv salu, walau ada waktu nya diri rasa lemah selemahnya, tapi, kita ada Allah, sabar & tawakkal insyaAllah ada kekuatan :) enjoy ur life there while u still have the chance!
Selamat hari lahir fatini, untie doakan senantiasa dilindungi Allah, dipermurahkan rezeki & dipanjangkan umur.. membesar menjadi anak yg solehah.. sejuk mata tengok pakai tudung.. afef pun encem.. :))
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