FirSt & LaSt... (",)

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Pheeeeewwwwww.......

A lot of things happened for these past few days, good, bad, and of course lots of new lessons learnt too... 

Yeah, we always want to share all the good news with others and keep the bad ones only to ourselves, that's human... We want people to think that we are happy all the times!!

but... That's not what life is all about, life has ups and downs, and by sharing the downs, you could possibly help others too.. 

I would love to share what I've gone through for these past few days and lessons learnt from it....

But, I'm gonna need sometimes to write about it. 

For today, I just wanna share a lil bit more about DE hehe!! Tak habis2....

Hey, Don't get me wrong, I'm actually turning a new leaf!!

Actually, I've been looking for this particular photo for a few months, but couldn't find it, I thought I have inadvertantly deleted it from my PC and camera, and was about to give up hope and get over it a few days ago, when I suddenly found it again!

Hoooraaayyyyy!!

Why is this photo so important anyway????

This was our last snowfall in Kaiserslautern Germany!! 

It was in Mac 2013, we didn't expect snowfall at all, it was suppoesed to be the time for Frühling (Spring)!!!

But, we were out in town, it was unexpectedly cold outside, and suddenly, snow fell down so heavily!

One of the heaviest I've ever experienced in my 4 years there. So, we quickly snapped this photo. 

I remember telling hubby, "This could be our last snowfall here.."

And it's true.. It was our last snowfall in Deutschland :') 

It was one of the most memorable moments in DE... Yes it was... (",)

And this.....

..... was our very first day experiencing snowfall there... 

This photo warms my heart everytime I look at it... 

Our very first snowfall!!

It means so much to me...

It was in December 2009, We just moved in into our home, a few days later it started snowing, we were all super excited and of course very 'jakun' hehehe! 

Oh, those memories.... 

I was pregnant with Aleena, that's why she's not in this photo ;)

Afeef was 5 and Fatini was 2 years old... 

Memories are what we have with us now.... The kids and I still reminisce about our times there once in a while... we talked about it, we laughed at certain memories, we tried hard to remember every single thing in the house, every corner of the house....but we don't really feel the pain of losing something anymore, it's more like sharing our feelings and making sure non of us forget how the place was once looked like, and every route we used to take.. 

Mmmmmm.... Get over it ok!! 

Okay, okay.... I'm almost there! There, where every memories don't hurt anymore, instead they make me smile, and I'm grateful for their existence in my life :)

Ok la, enough of the past, just to share those two most important moments in my life, captured and saved in this blog forever... InsyaAllah...

Life's Like That...

Till later, Salam....

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A New Beginning... (",)

Assalamualaikum wbt...

It's been more than a month since the day we left DE for good...

But, I'm still not 100% over it...

I don't wanna cling so strongly to those memories, but... 

They keep haunting me!

Every single thing I do, remind me of something related to our life in DE!

Haaaaaiiihhhh....

Yeah, never mind, Time will heal... I'm grateful to have my family with me even if I can't have my life in DE again... There are lots of other good things here anyway, and I just have to open my eyes and be thankful for what I have, for instance, I have a new job now...

 I'm a driver!

Errrrrrrrr.... actually, I have always been a driver, only in DE I've done the job without a car.. mmmmm... whatever..

So, this time, I really am a driver, I picked them both up everyday from school!

First Fatini, then Afeef with Aleena as my co driver hehe...

So, this is Afeef infront of his new school:

This was the day when he had Maulidul Rasul celebration... 

Wow! Handsome tak??

He called it, baju Malaysia.. Baju Melayu la Afeef! hehe...

I kinda enjoy my new routine now, sometimes I took the kids to Ice cream store after school, there's Secret Recipe nearby too, and a Satay house, hey, Pekan Pahang isn't so bad after all!! ;)

Still, there isn't a day that gone by without me thinking of our life in Germany.. **sigh***

It's ok, life isn't always a bed of roses, this worldly life is nothing but just pastime and game... 

Life's Like That...

I guess, I'm finally ready for a new beginning... 

But, life in Deutschland will remain as the most beautiful memories I've ever had in my 34 years of Life..

And I know, after this, every year in Mac, I'll think of Spring, every June, I'll think of Summer, every September I'll think of Autumn and every December, I'll think of Winter :)

My only wish is to have the chance to experience those seasons again, no where else but in Kaiserslautern Germany..... insyaAllah :)

Ok, lastly, this is suppossed to be an entry about Fatini's Birthday on the 30th January which was last Thursday. But, I've been busy that I hadn't had the time to update.

And, there's not much to say except that, she's the happiest person nowadays, who enjoyed life in Malaysia very much!

She has best friends already and I'm so happy for you Fatini Az-Zahra, you are 6 years old now, a big girl!

My doa is always with you, may Allah SWT guide you through always2...

:)

This year's Birthday was far more meaningful and memorable, celebrated with Tok, aunties, uncles, cousins, and best of all, with her favorite Aunty!

Happy 6th Birthday Fatini...

You complete us..

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Till later, Salam..