6 More days.....

6 more days...

6 more days, and I'm gonna have to put all these behind...

6 more days, and I'm gonna have to let go...

6 more days, and I'm gonna have to start a new life... 

A new beginning... 

But...

It feels so...... Wrong...

A few months ago, I was super excited to leave..

The idea alone made me feel so alive.

But, as we are nearing the day, the emptier my heart feels...

As empty as the house as more and more stuffs being packed in a box or thrown away..

The more I watched Afeef so close to tears whenever he talked about how sad he is to leave his best friends, the more my heart sinked.. There were times, when sadness was too overwhelming that I felt my throat constrict, and my chest felt heavy that I felt like as if I'm choking.. 

Haaaiiiihhh... Can you believe this??

Yeah yeah... That's me... I became extremely emotional these days..

It is way past midnight  now, and midnight is the time where sadness reach its peak... Oh so much memories playing in my head over and over again.... 

 I found it hard to sleep lately, coz I hate waking up in the morning and know that I have less days in Deutschland. 

I've been waiting to watch the last snow fall, but seemed like there'll be no snow fall this year.. 

Aha.... Tak de rezeki...

I know, I'll miss Deutschland terribly...

I know only time will heal....

Only time will heal.... 

Till later, Assalamualaikum wbt... 

 :')

The Kampung Boy...

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Ehem..... 

I have so many drafts now, but I must complete this one even though tomorrow another huge event is coming up ahah!

I have to update this, 10am, 11/12/13 ~~ What a beautiful date...... My heart was beating furiously, I kept praying for him... 

May Allah SWT make everything smooth and easy for him...

And Alhamdulillah..

He made it...

He always says, "I'm just a Kampung Boy...."

Well, this Kampung boy, who once knew not a single word in English, now made a speech in full and fluent English and he speaks Deutsch too!

This Kampung boy had just made his mother, his wife, children, brother, sisters, and professors so proud.

This Kampung boy, just proved that anything is possible if only we work hard to achieve our goal and believe in Allah SWT. 

This Kampung boy is now so far far away from his Kampung but, his heart is always always there... 

His dream to go back to his country to serve his people is now achievable...

He had just passed his PhD with flying colors!!

This Kampung boy..... who has always been so humble...

I'm so so so so so so so proud of you...

I can't even express my gratitude to Allah SWT. May He guide us through, always always......

                           
                    
                          And he was the King of the day too!!!

The best part was of course when they announced his success...

 I was close to tears...

The next best part was when hubby introduced me to his Professor and one of the thing he said about hubby was that he's so proud of him... 

Owwwwwhhhhh... I was touched...

The next next best thing was when the food was served.....

Because I prepared everything myself hehe

Of course with Hubby's help the previous day :)

The next next next best part was when Hubby announced that I cooked the meal, and they all clapped their hands for me!!

Oh my... it was sooooo Memorable.. 

I'll never ever forget those moments, ever insyaAllah :')

And the next next next next best part was when most of them seemed like they really enjoyed the meal, some even had a second round.

It was such an honor to serve them :)

And the next next next next next best part was when each came to me and thanked me and gave compliments about the food...

Well, yeah, they would definitely say that the food was delicious even when it's not that delicious, but I really appreciate the courtesy :)

And I felt.... honored.... and satisfied...

and... Thankful!!

Eh???

Well...... that's all for today...

I have too many stories which I don't know when will I ever have the time to share, but....

I'm currently really excited to go back to our home country, but at the same time, I'm also very very sad...

I put my trust in Allah... a 100% trust... for He knows what is best for us...

Life is too short, let's live it to the fullest...

And... 

To Dr. Ing Azmir Azhari,

The tittle doesn't matter to me, those efforts, determinations, positive attitudes, and your humbleness, that's what matters...

May this success bring us closer to Him.

Congratulations my dear Hubby, the Kampung Boy :)