The more I learn about him, the more I'm in Love with him...

The more I learn about him, the more my heart longs to meet him in Hereafter...

Whenever i came across any stories of him being upset, I could as if really really feel his sadness that it made me cry...

I never thought that it's possible to miss someone you've never met your whole life, and yessss....

 It is possible....

So, get to know him.. 

After Ramadhan's over, Tadarus continues on, now we get together through Skype everyday, yes EVERYDAY, and It's something everyone seems to look forward to everyday too.. 

And yes, as for me, I couldn't miss it, my heart felt like something's missing if I've missed it for just one day... We just love to gather and recite the Quran and share the meaning and share everything else too...

I'm due to undergo a test this end of October, a test which I feared since I was a child, but, I found relief when I confided this fear to these friends I have. 

They made doa for me and convinced me that Allah is near, and that I shouldn't fear...

Most importantly, I could feel their sincerity and it touched my heart..

Yes, I'm convinced now, Allah is near and I shouldn't  fear....

Remember I've shared this once before :

"And when My servants ask you about Me, of course, I am near. I respond to the call of one when he prays to Me;'so they should respond to Me, and have faith in Me so that they may be on the right path." (2:186) 

You see, We as human beings, we tend to forget what we used to have strong faith in. 

And as for me, I used to held on so strongly to this particular ayah before, and a few days ago, it seemed to be slipping away from me, and then these friends reminded me again.. And through these people Allah gives me confidence! 

SubahanAllah..

This is one of the importance of usrah, so we can help each other, remind each other everyday...

It is also a session where we learn more about our Prophet, about Isra' Mi'raj, about how beautiful our Prophet was inside and outside...  etc etc... It is where I realized there's a lot that I don't know, I realized that the learning process will never end, there's more and more.... And I wouldn't want to be on that derailed path I once walked on...

If there's one thing I feel so reluctant to leave behind now, it is this Tadarus group, these people, these friends, from whom I've learnt so much...

I'll never quit finding great friends and people in Life, even if some you've met along the way might distance themselves away from you for some unknown reasons, but it is always always a time to REFLECT, what you've done wrong, that way, you'll improve yourself each day...

And believe me, if we are sincere enough, and do everything for Allah SWT, and set our mission so as to please Allah in everything we do, believe me, Allah will replace those who have turned their backs on you with a much much much better one... InsyaAllah...

Ok, I have to go now, time to get on Skype!!!

Till later, Assalamualaikum wbt....

I

              Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...........

Afeef and the pom pom girls VS Florian.... Winner= Florian...

Mmmmmmm... Sia2 aje ade pom pom girls hehe...

The friendly Aleena.. She says "Hallo" to everyone.. Hehe..

            Lily VS Victor... 

        The two people who are just... wonderful...

        Who always make us feel special...

         

          So, the cold season has began.. 

 There'll be another Autumn, another Winter, another Spring, a Summer too, but there'll never be another moments like these...

 But, insyaAllah there'll be an even better moments ahead... No matter where we are, even if the world turn its back on us,  if Allah wants us to be happy, we'll be happy... 

Be grateful... Life is beautiful.... :)

Till later... Salam... ^_^

Kreatif kan??  (",)

Only God knows how much they mean to me...

How much I Love them...

 Walau pun sorang tu tetiba macam muka garang owwwwhh...

Being happy isn't about having MORE but to feel MORE even when you have LESS...

Till later, Salam...

 (",)

LiFe....

Early in the morning today, I stood gazing out the window, I saw a single leaf fell from a tree.... 

"...........No leaf ever falls but that He knows about it......." Al-Anaam: 59

He knows everything... He knows what we know not....

I've heard sad news recently, I learnt that someone, right now, at this moment is being tested with something so huge that I'm not so sure if I myself could bear it.....

"Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear..." Al-Baqara: 286

But, some people argue, if that's the promise from God, then how come some people are being tested with a burden so huge that they eventually became mentally ill??

"But those who attain to faith and do righteous deeds, We never burden a soul with more that it can bear, they are worthy of Paradise, wherein they will live forever.." Al-Araf: 42

Note in this above Ayah;

THOSE WHO ATTAIN FAITH AND DO RIGHTEOUS DEEDS, are those who will not be burdened beyond that they can bear...

So where are we?? Have we done righteous deeds?? Have we obeyed Allah fully???

Sometimes, Allah put a burden on us, and we feel like it was too much to bear, we can't help wondering:

"Why me?? Why am I being punnished?? Why this has to happened?? I've done everything that Allah wants me to do as a Muslim, but still He gives me challenges that I can't bear!

Why why why why??"

Before we let ourselves fall down this slippery slope of anger and denial and hatred or whatever we wanna call it when we are being tested....

Remind ourselves again;

"Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear..." Al-Baqara: 286

"Surely there is ease after hardship.." Al-Insyirah: 5&6

"Do you think that you will enter Paradise without such (trials) as came to those who passed away before you? They were afflicted with severe poverty and ailments and were so shaken that even the Messenger and those who believed along with him said, "When (will come) the Help of Allah?" Yes! Certainly, the Help of Allah is near!"   Al-Baqara: 214

SubahanAllah... Everything is in the Quran... EVERYTHING...

It is the key, the solution, to all our problems and misery in Life. It is also the key to happines, it has all the answers WE NEED...

Today, after I picked Fatini up from kindergarten, two men approached me, they gave me a small book full of translations of some chapters of the bible, there's Arabic, English, Chinese, and many more. One of them showed me the English version, in short, from what he'd asked me to read, I concluded that they were both doing what all Muslims should be doing, 'Dakwah'...

I suddenly felt so sad, for reasons I hardly knew, so I said to them, and I had no idea how those Deutsch words spilled out from my mouth, (as both of them weren't able to speak English and I hardly use deutsch anymore in conversation);

"Es tut mir leid, Ich bin Moslem, Ich habe kein Bible zu hause, aber Ich habe der Quran, und es ist genug für mich, Ich bin sehr glüklich mit meinem leben...."

That was exactly what I said to them, and the meaning is something like this;

"I'm sorry, I am a Muslim, I don't have Bible at home but I have the Quran, and it is enough for me, and I am very happy with my life.."

I don't know if what I said make sense to them, or that it has anything to do with what they were trying to deliver, but I understood from what they'd asked me to read, was that the Bible is the source of happiness, the real tranquility I shall find if I join them.. Things like that... 

They looked surprised when I mentioned the word Muslim, I mean, didn't they see my Hijab??

Nevertheless, I admire their courage to spread what they have strong faith in and we Muslims should do the same thing, in fact more.. 

A few months ago, Afeef asked me this question, let me just put it in English;

"Mama, if Islam is the real Religion, then how are those who were born in a non Muslim family to know that Islam is the real Religion? How are they to know that they should chose Islam as their Religion? They would for sure follow their parents, it's unfair for them to be born as non Muslim...."

And before I could answer, he answered it himself.. The idea just hit him, I guess... 

He said this, which amazed me;

"Haaaaaaaa.. I know how!! We Muslims should teach them about Islam!"

You see, even a 9 year old knows the meaning of Dakwah... (",)

I wasn't a good Muslimah in the past, but it's never too late to become one.. 

After all, what matters most is not the first, but the final chapter of your Life..

And........      Life's Like That... ;-)

                

Till Later, Salam.... 

A New HoBBy... Hehe..

Assalamualaikum...

Nowadays, I kinda addicted to something, something I've never paid so much attention to before..

And.... I've learnt it from friends around here in Deutschland.

And it became a new hobby hehe...

What is it then??

Ahah... 

It must have something to do with the Dream camera I'd talked about in my previous entry... Hehe..

Yesssss...

Photography!!!

I like I like I like!!!

Ok, let's check out what this dream camera of mine could do...

Some people call it a compact DSLR, DSLR alternative, or a pocket DSLR..

Let's see if it's as good as DSLR camera...

Or close to it...

I've done a little photo shoot recently, but not so much....

So, the first one, are the photos of nature;

We'd gone to Sunflowers field recently, and this is one of the photos taken...

And I must say, I'm very satisfied and very impressed too with the quality of each photos.

I've mistakenly used different mode while capturing this photo of a butterfly, I should have used the Macro mode which produces a sharp and precise image of small objects. 

But still, it is waaaayyy satisfying for me despite the wrong mode used hehe..

See how it captures the water droplets so finely??

Next, some photos taken inside the house :

This one was taken inside a Restaurant.

And a photo of food:

Nice isn't it? 

Or am I the only one 'syok sendiri' with the photos?? 

:D

And a photo of the moon:

I have to learn how to capture a better photos of the moon using this camera.

I've seen photos of the moon taken by someone using the same camera, and he managed to capture the moon so beautifully... 

Below are photos of Sunrise:

I used two different modes, on the left I used the Scene mode and on the right, I used Auto intelligent mode. 

I think they're both beautiful :)

And lastly, and of course most importantly, are the photos of my three lovely MODELS!

:)

Gambar sexy turut tak terkecuali hehe...

And the best part about this camera is that, it is smaller compared to most DSLR camera, Pocket-friendly and Power-packed too!

Interesting isn't it...

I have friends who rarely carry the bulky DSLR camera with them because of the size and etc, so this one is actually a highly reccommended alternative ;)

So, that was all for now..

There are many many other photos, and overall, I think all of them are very very impressive..

As for me, who only want beautiful photos, something easy to handle on the go, something I can grab and bring with me wherever I go, lighter, and never planned to become a profesional photographer, it's just something I wanna do as a hobby, so, this camera is enough, so enough..... but for those who wants to venture further into the world of Photography, then you should get the real DSLR :)

Ok, I feel like I'm writing a camera review or something haha.

But I was asked to give a review of this camera a few days ago, mmmmm... 

I sensed someone might follow my footsteps! 

Ok, that's all for now, I'm going to shoot more and more!

Till later, Salam..